Here we are! We are finally homeowners and it’s fabulous! We have our house, each other, and our dog! What more could we need really?
How about some friends? A job maybe? Oh I know, a life!!!
I am so effing sick of feeling like a good for nothing sack of shit!!! Why is it that I can’t find a job here in a province so much bigger than where I came from, when I could still be frigging working and making a buck at home! I can’t even seem to get a call back to a salon, let alone get a yes on an accounting position! I’ve at least been called for interviews for the accounting ones, but the salons haven’t made a peep!
Why did I even go back to school? Oh right, because I needed a decent paying job! So here I am, miles away from home, applying for anything and everything, and getting shit all! When is everything supposed to turn around and look up for a change?
I mean, it’s great and all that we bought a house, we got an amazing dog, but what the hell am I supposed to be doing? I’m just here doing shit around the house sending resumes off left right and center, and all I get in the evening is “So, what did you do all day?” I sat on my ass and stared at the fricking ceiling all day!! What do you think I did? I made phone calls that had to be made, I emailed resumes off to like a hundred jobs, that are never gonna call me back, and I spent half the day taking the dog out to pee, though you would never say it since she all of a sudden peed on the floor while we were eating the supper that I just finished making for us!!!
I am so sick of feeling useless!